Wednesday, February 08, 2006

I wouldn't say cute...

First off, can I say DAMN CAT?!!!!

Ok, now that I have that out of my system, I will tell you that my damn cat just deleted my blog. Stepped on the damn keyboard... voila! No blog.


Apparently I am known as being "cute"... Just in case you were not aware of it. ;) Actually, I was reading to my nephew last night and I told him he was cute. Typical two year old response, "NO! YOU are cute!" Of course I laughed and said thank you. Although, I'm sure he didn't mean it as a compliment. Either way, I'm sure he will be quite the ladies man when he grows up. He also mentioned that "Jesus is cute." I certainly hope he doesn't go announcing that at mass. Oy vey...

I suppose I've been complaining a bit, especially in the last few blogs. Life has taken some unexpected turns and I certainly didn't expect to end up as a caretaker/acting mother of my nephew. I just want to escape this mess, but it seems I have an even greater mess on my hands. The brother reported to me that he doesn't want to follow the court order. Chances are he won't get his son back as soon as I thought(just a guess). I suppose I expected more. So here I am, picking up the pieces of everyone else's lives. I don't even have my music anymore because my bow needs work done on it. My friend Aron thinks my playing will come back after a month or two of practicing. Of course this is only if I have any muscle memory left. I suppose that is why I've been so depressed. I'm so busy taking care of everyone else, I feel like I don't have much left and I'm losing it as the days go by.




I'm ready to move back home. Back to the smoggy LA where my allergies don't act up. Definitely something you wouldn't expect.



Life is definitely changing lately. Recently, I reconnected with a great old friend from my early college years. She had me laughing so hard that my stomach hurt... good times. Oh my conservative days... even then did I have a wild streak in me. ;) Yes, this coming from a girl who didn't have her first drink until she was 21.

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