Monday, April 25, 2005

Home

Home, Home on the range. Where the deer and the antilope....OK, so I'm back from Frisco and a little tired. The second Seder lasted 3 1/2 hours last night and then I couldn't go to sleep right away. NOT a good thing, considering I had an 8am flight this morning. ICK.

My weekend was good. I thought a lot about Northern California and how it use to be my home. But there is nothing like going home to LA. This is my home now. I love being here and probably won't move back to Northern Cali anytime soon. LA has definately had a great influence on me. I'm not the same girl that came from that smaller city of Stocktown!

In the last blog I wrote I said I was a cranky pants and need to get some. This may be true to some extent, but the more I think about it, the more I realize that it is mostly talk. I've never been one to throw myself out there like that. This brings me to the topic of sex. Women think with their heart and emotions, whereas men think more with...ah, how shall I say it....their heads (take it as you will). So if you think about it, sex is not something that most women jump into because they (most of the time) have feelings attached to it. Men, however, probably wouldn't mind a wham bam and thank you maam experience. Ok, most guys would...there are the few exceptions to the rule. So my question is: Can there ever be a happy medium? Women with less emotion....men with more? Ahh...I'm loosing my own train of thought here...anyways, I guess what I'm trying to say is I can't really be that kinda girl...the detached woman who is looking to just go out and "get some." Don't get me wrong, I'm all for going out and having fun, but I don't want to play with my emotions...or let someone else play with them either. I've never been about that (obviously), nor do I plan to change that. A friend once described my blog as "lifes little discoveries by someone conservative." I think that pretty much sums it up. HAHA I am a conservative....How does that statement go....A lady in public ....AH haha

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Blind lady in a tea cup at disneyland. That's so poetic.

TMAnon

7:36 PM  

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