The Friend

I'm in an odd mood tonight. Sometimes ya just need to have alone time. Get the fuck away from people.....I'm looking forward to going home. It's kinda nice to be able to sneak away every now and then. You know, get out of the every day norm....

I watched a bit of Seinfeld tonight. Now that show is by far the best show ever done! Stupid shit....isn't that what makes most of us laugh? FUCK....I just realized that I have to work in the morning and i don't have any clean work shirts. DAMNIT...now I can't sleep in until the last minute.

I asked my bestfriend if she wanted to see a movie and she seemed interested last night, but I apparently take backseat next to the boyfriend now....she waits for his call, etc....I seriously hope I was never like that....I probably was.

The single life has been treating me well. I was always more "settled" when i was in a relationship. I'm much more spontaneous as a single individual. I love that. Then again, maybe it was the past relationships I was in. Maybe it just depends on the person. Who knows....

Guys are so difficult to read. Some are honest and up front. And then the rest of the population keeps to themselves. I like the honest and up front part of guys, but it is also about the chase. I just don't get it though. Ok, I'm a pretty big flirt. But one can only flirt so much....so i've narrowed it down. They are either stupid, not interested, or gay. If they weren't interested, why do they flirt? for the hell of it? Ok, I must admit that most of the time when I flirt I am not interested. Maybe i am intimidating? Who knows....I've just come to realize I will forever be known as The Friend.